Tuesday, June 10, 2008

finally a post~

blog background finally up~

changes in layout also~

in the meantime~

many things happened~

too much to say~

i don't know where to start~

i guess too much love is put in~

so much so that i'm scared~

yes~

i'm quite weak now~

both mentally and physically because of the procedure i'm supposed to be going thru later at the doctor's~

i'm feeling scared~

i'm feeling insecure~

i'm feeling sad~

i'm feeling stressed~

i feel like crying~

but i can't~

have to stay strong~

Bao bei darling can't be with me~

coz he's on course and he's in NS~

i just hope to see him soon~

i just want his hugs and kisses~

i miss him badly~

sorry i may sound wilful~

but i want him~

guess i'll have to wait till this weekend when he books out~

i just hope everything will turn out fine and go smoothly~

no more bumps and walls to climb~

haiz~

Bao Bei darling~

I love you~

I miss you~

I need you~

I want you~

I won't leave you~

unless...

u don't want me anymore...

haiz~

I'm a complete failure~

I'm a complete FOOL~

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 1:28:00 am__


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